Friday, September 29, 2006

a long note

i got something to say to someone.
i hope you know who you are.


DEAR YOU,

i realise that we've not been communicating that much these days. Even if we do, I feel that you think that I'm not worth talking to, and that I'm pretty "immature". I got kinda hurt when you say something but you kinda mean something else. I really miss you a lot. Maybe I seem useless or nothing to you. So if you do think all that I've mentioned, please tell me.


so I'll stop thinking about you so much . =

today.

changed blogskin YET AGAIN. in less than 24 hours. amazing.

got tired of the last one so fast, huh.

oh well really lazy to get up today. but had to.
was supposed to rebond hair today. but then didnt feel like it.
later going out to Little India for God Knows What..

hmm...bored.
i don't know why my feelings returned.
ahaha ?

well anyways, we don't talk much nowadays.
kinda upset about that.
'WE' refers to me and 'that' godsib you guys know about la..okay..

yeah.. well other than that, overall im kinda okay.
im super HYPER nowadays.

but the thought of not communicating with you-know-who.
i miss him.

to that 'him', if you're reading this
and you know its you..
please talk to me. you make me smile.



changed the blogskin.

new blogskin?
still as *yawn*..
guess we broke up huh.
but its for good la.
i talked to you.
you jumped at me.
WHATS THAT?

go away..

...

...hey people..

i think im gonna post later.

kinda upset now. SIGH.

some know why. thanks.

takecare

Monday, September 25, 2006

yay. happy happy.

so you DO know who you are (((=

sweet? hahas. yeah i guess.

anyways... today talked to gabriel 404. hahahh scary guy..
since fasting today, played truth or dare in the hall during recess, with my darlings.
HAHA.

and his hair looks nice. HEHE.
tammy said his head was somehow bigger than his body. i kinda agree la.
but that just makes him cuter!! HAHAA.

me and ryan asked the whole class who was more handsome;

JIAN KEAT or HUI QI ?

guess who won...

HUI QI LAHH.

aiyaa.. so lost the bet, cos i bet jian keat would win. HAHA.

well anyways, till here fer now.

im kinda lazy.

and HUNGRYYYYYY

Saturday, September 23, 2006

dated.

hey. i re-read all my posts and i noticed the one dated 25AUGUST2006.

today's 23SEPTEMBER2006. it took me nearly a month to recover.

i'm okay now. =)
adding on to that..

He's my light.
my guide.
i know, you must be thinking it's Him up above.

yeah, it is.

but there's someone else.
i don't know how to put it.
he made me happy when i screamed.
he made me smile at my worst.
he taught me things i never thought he would.

i thank you, and YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE.

i almost fell in love with his sincerity.


but we're just friends. and that's the way it is.

ithinkwe'rejustfatedlikethat.. =|



you, out there, i really want to thank you.
i guess Allah granted my wishes for someone who could change my life, and make me happier.


you did.

Friday, September 22, 2006

Cosmopic! - Cool Image Hosting
this is me and tammy hanging out at her house when she was sick. hurhur.

VANS!!!
this is the video we all love!
the daddy we all care for so much.
so much that we gave him the most sour warhead sweet. ((=

Sunday, September 17, 2006

THE VANS VIDEOS

yay! i finally get to put playable ones here. haha.

okay, im a dumbass.

here we go,

silsilah, the grandmother disappears.


AGAIN. part 2.


Baby Lara jumps down in this one.


The Vans Multiply!!



okay those are short.
longer ones are yet to come!!
okay..
hahas

ohyeah another update.
Lara and Fizah(1o3) made a "nenek menopause" song.

.......................weird? O.o

hahah
i'll upload it once i can. okay enjoy!
takecare

Saturday, September 16, 2006

SILSILAH DISAPPEARS

yeah people here you go:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-sVxLoZu97I

silsilah disappears on this one.

Friday, September 15, 2006

OH. love.

hey peeps. got a new godbro


SHAHARI !

yeah love you loads. hahas...

LOVING YOU.

spread the hate's getting boring...
lol.

well gotta tell you 'bout my newly formed family. lols ..

love them loads.
first up, definitely silsilah. the so-called "nenek gangster".. ooer.
next lara, tammy's second daughter, and hasanah's brace sister. lol.
next hasanah, as i said, lara's brace sister, and tammy's first born. ooo..
next we got fazlinda, or faz. the baby of the whole family. super cute. hehe.
next kaysha. she's silsilah's next child after tammy. hahahh.
then we got amanda.. the cousin....? ryan's sis..
NURUL's the newest.

OO
not forgetting the bride and the groom.
TAMMY and RYAN. lols.
tammy's silsilah's girl. and ryan's my son. geddit?

yeah you get it.

Tuesday, September 05, 2006

SPREAD THE HATE....

wah. so long never update. sigh..

nothing much to say. farewell was DAMN fun. hahas
despite the fact had to sing last part. but ruben was really cool at singing. hahas.
sufiandi did a great job. the whole section did a great job..


OH YAH!!!
sec 1 band camp.
first 4 hours = hell.
next 4 hours = between hell and heaven.
next 4 hours = HEAVEN.

next day?
first 4 hours = heaven
next 4 hours = between hell and heaven.

it wasnt quite bad, was it?
hahas..

well takecare people