in her eyes.

a torn page.
DRIP

She keeps crying. But she doesn't know why. Everything's just so perfect. But everytime; something just has to pop up. Will this simple heart break and melt away like all the others? It's impossible to live a perfect life; she thought to herself. If everything was amazing for a day; she'd kiss the feet of her sworn enemy. If love had a meaning. If love was an essential for everyone; would the world become better? All the shame and all the embarrassment in the world. Mixed feelings. She tried so hard; just to convince herself that everything's going to be okay. She looks at the world; at how people think it's crazy and just fucking stupid to commit suicide. Life's taking a really big turn; and she's done nothing wrong. In the dim light of a candle; she sits alone. Hoping that one day; she'll find her peace and that she'll find her rights. She just lets the day go on; where other people enjoy and scream out loud. She knows people will think she's stupid; and just damn emotional. Some would even think she's just lame; wasting her time. But do they know how this little heart feels. She's trying to change; but she doesn't want to. What should she do. She doesn't want to lose everything that she has.

Which in real life;

is nothing.


If the sun shined on her
She would still be alive
If the rain hadn't been so hard on her
She'd be able to smile
She wasn't a loser
A freak; An ass
She wasn't bullied
Wasn't hurt; killed
If her one true friend
Hadn't been so conservative
Hadn't been hiding all alone
She wouldn't have ended up here
If she had shown up
Instead of hide in a stupid corner
All day long
Just to watch her tears
Drip drip drip