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heyhey.
i'm going to post a long on. harharx.

oh well, firstly, wanna tell you about the j8 trip. super fun. with lara, faz, tammy, ryan, silsilah. and well, me. hahaa. ryan got hooked on playing Xbox. with silsilah. lara kept pushin the reset button and silsilah started whacking her. lol

anyways, guess what i did today!

shop! and..... clean out my closet. grr.

firstly i bought a new bag! for school and maybe for everything.
CONVERSE white baybehh!!


well here's me in my new green top. oh, flaunting it
HEY. IM A GIRL!


anyways, i took some pics while cleaning out my cupboard.
here are my beloved black t-shirts.


school stuff!


here are my skirts and my miniskirts. blah.


pajamas! yay!


the rest?


and these are all.


yeah. YAY.
hahas.
well just living life day by day.
and i tried this on:


don't look at her.
LOOK AT THE ELMO!!!


i got something to say to someone.
and it's finally one not for
"that someone who i always wrote notes on my blog to."
=D
it's to a girl.


DEAR GIRL,

you want me to say im sorry?
IM SORRY. for hurting you. in a way, but you have no reason to blame me. we just told you so that more people won't hate you, and you couldn't accept it. now you're calling all the pais to come against me and my friends? you have no self defense. and NO FRIENDS. face it, loser. i hate you now. even though we said sorry, here's the real thing.
we want to be friends with you, but you pushed us away.
we were concerned, you screamed at us.
how IMMATURE can you get?
you can ask whoever to come beat me up if you want.
but GOD knows whose doing the right thing.
my future, your future. DIFFERENT things.
you can't handle your problems
and you're A FAKE. like ESTHER in that english passage we got.
you put on a FALSE FRONT. you lamo.
1o1 people shouting vulgarities at us doesn't change a thing.
i still hate you and if you want proof, find my table in my classroom.
see what i carved on it.

LOVE,
me

there.

okay back to happy things.
oh well.

oh yeah we came up with this phrase
to help us stay happy.

"jealousy is an evil thing."

yeah now we happy. well ryan, or what the girls call my SON.
*pukes*
is such a moodswinger. ahaha.

but i love him for who he is.
HEYHEY. AS A FRIEND. or.. SON. whatever.
LOL.
oh well, if i really loved him, tammy would punch me right in the face.
knock me down knuckle
kick my ass
and cut my hair.

oh well, tammy's evil. that's why she's one of my girls. =D

that reminds me. that day during PE, we did knuckle pushups on concrete.
DAMN PAINFUL.

then we kinda bullied AMALA to do push ups and she kinda struggled, poor her.
AMALA, im SORRYYYY!!!!

oh well, we're still besties, me and amala. love ya.


oh well i got nothing else to say.
well till here.
yeah.

P.S
i love tammy&ryan&lara&faz&silsilah&amala&shahari manymany. =D